Happy Birthday

LETRA

Happy Birthday

There's not much to say really/I have a couple of friends, none of which actually know me/it's my fault really, I put up a wall, that no one cares enough to try and tear down/Happy Birthday to me/

Fake smiles and forced laughs, all over again/
Yelling and screaming at every little thing/
Mom's out somewhere with what's-his-name/
And your little boy is about to cut out own name/
I'm gonna pretend everything is all right/
Dad is gone again without telling goodbye/
And mom's been gone for a week/
I'm spending days inhaling glue and smoking weed/
Happy Birthday to another year of lies/
He's back again, throwing shit and breaking stuff/
And mom's still fuc*** all around/
Caring more about what she's getting, then her own blood/
You guys are gone again, leaving a shattered heart behind/
I'll be left alone again, drinking till I'm numb/
Bruises on my body, let's count how many I've got/
From where my shadow doesn't know when to stop/

Happy Birthday to another year of lies/
You'll be gone again without a goodbye/
I'm calling out, screams and fights upstairs/
Your baby boy about to end it all on a chair/x2/

He's gone for good now, with some chick from a bar/
He knocked up and mom hasn't come back/
No idea where she is and your little boy is/
Dying on the floor, cut himself a little too deep/
I hardly know, the one I call brothers/
And I never talk, to mother and father/
It was always this way, can't recall a different time/
We were never together, never done fine/
Always in stupid fights, I know everything about/
I remember it never ended, just screams and shouts/
I even think I was the one to start it all/
Don't wanna talk and I won't be the one to call/
We are broken and cannot be fixed/
I stopped wondering why I'm never missed/
I was never happy and nobody cares if I go/
Instead of living through that again, I better die alone/

Happy Birthday to another year of lies/
You'll be gone again without a goodbye/
I'm calling out, screams and fights upstairs/
Your baby boy about to end it all on a chair/x2/

Chaos Music/Irelle Yoko/Black magic/2015/Alexis Riley/Mandy Villareal/Shannah Mackey/ haha/Sharp Razor: 5USD/Towel: 2USD/New long sleeved shirt: 10USD/Bleeding yourself to sleep: PRICELESS/haha/happy birthday to me/happy death to me/