There are things i'd like to say
that i've said too many times before
things i should have done
instead of looking for a way to get out
you'll never know the sorrow i felt
or the hours i've laid awake
thinking about just what you said
how could you know how i felt?
i never took the time to figure it out
or see how the problems arose
i tried to blame the two of you
i can only blame myself
for the pain we felt
there are words i should have spoken
but i kept my fuc*** mouth shut instead
words would've made the difference
but they always stayed unsaid
why won't you ever see?
why won't you even see?
it's not just me