Foooor reasons that i cannot disclose now,
you are not the only one who cannot see what it is i saaaay
Foooor reasons that i cannot control now,
i am not the only one who cannot see what is is you
For eleven months i never thought that this is how it would be.
i've never been so close to someone and yet i am so far.
it's only now that the differences in our wavelengths do show.
i've never felt so constantly unhappy...
So blessed in this life although now i wish that i wasn't me.
cannot begin to understand what it is that i've done.
i guess that at heart i'm just a selfish, self-centred man.
can't even feel enough emotion to cry now.
Foooor reasons that i cannot disclose even to myself i know i am alone to saaahayayayayay ayayay
and never have i felt so confused in my emotional highs and my lows in dismayhayayayay ayayayay!