I am getting well

LETRA

I am getting well

The sun comes up and I don't feel it on my face
The leaves stop falling but the seasons never change
And my brother says "Come out" but I just stay away
And indulge in the loneliness to avoid all the pain

Know it's dark, when it's light
And the spark in my eye's burning low
I should call out my friend
I've been trying my best to get out of this bed
But I think there's something wrong with my head

Oh, I break everything that is good
'Cause I cannot see the good inside
And trust me if I could I would
Change the chemicals inside my mind
But it's a long, long way up that hill
Past all thе dead grass
and the thoughts that could kill
It's a long, long way up from Hell
But I, I am gеtting well

My father calls me up and ask me how I am
He says that he'll stop by if I ever need a hand
And I take that call but I don't talk for very long
I always hang up first and tell him
"Please, don't worry mum"

'Cause it's hard, when it's [?]
And it's hard but I'll try
To be better than I was back then
I'll run, out of breath
Till I'm out of this mess
God knows I'm trying my best

Oh, I break everything that is good
'Cause I cannot see the good inside
And trust me if I could I would
Change the chemicals inside my mind
But it's a long, long way up that hill
Past all the dead grass
and the thoughts that could kill
It's a long, long way up from Hell
But I, I am getting well

Even if I still need help, I am getting well
Even if it's hard to tell, I am getting well